Try to fit in

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Halo!

2016 is bringing me some of good thinking and well.. grey thinking.

In this year, I would like to try my best to live my life to the fullest.

Yeaah, I mean it.

When we usually take a few steps back in our previous years, sometimes we thought that we didn’t productive enough, we didn't went out with our friends enough, we didn’t socialize enough.. the thinks about that might leads us to what we called depression.. yet, some of people can not survive on this condition but have to live in such a way like this.

I remember, my college friends said that I’m not a moody person. I can blend it easily, I can hide my sorrow and cover it with lot of laugh and smile.  My friend said that I can get over even the worst obstacle that I ever face.

Well, dear.. it’s really sweet of you.. and me myself,personally think that,

hmmmm, Okay.. might be that was what they saw… or maybe not.

In other hands, this guy told me, I’m too moody.

I’m just shocked. And my reaction is pretty bad ( according to my opinion).

I decided to pretend that I’m happy always.

In 2016,

Lot of moments I need to absorb right away. And that is fine.

Those moments need my very own decisions, and included lot of people’s happiness.. and yes, I can’t let them down.

Instead I’m being moody all the time,

Now I try to put my effort In, and wait for the results out.

 I hope I can be proud of my own self.